the healing.

i didn't know how to start or end this post.

i wanted to write a map out, one about how this all works in my current season. but that seems like a nod to my ego, and not something i want to lay out.

       

              healing is sacred, after all. 


but... connection during healing is essential. creation during healing is essential.

creation and connection are the facilitators of love and action and devotion - all ingredients in a whole healing space.



ways i heal: 

in bubble baths and in candles
but also in showing up to write when i don't feel like writing
or saying yes to going out with friends
reading books
and staying up late or going to bed earlier than i did the night before

it's honoring my needs. + defining them. + sharing them.


some of my favorite time is with myself, defining my needs and giving them a real go. i love feeling loved by me. i feel held, by myself. i feel wholeness, by myself.

light comes through when i don't have the clouds of overthinking shadowing the day.


i love healing. it's hell that hurts beautifully and redeems us to who we are as God's children.





i feel that i will give more room to this topic later, when i have the words to share in hindsight. right now, i love where i am. i love the shadows and i love the light.


the world feels like sunsets on stucco walls. like cotton curtains and fiddle leaf figs and gold necklaces.



and i feel like the world is getting beautiful once more, as it has for time and eternity.